This time gone over, ending with tears .. I stood with a sorrow face, feeling frustrated admitting my powerlessness, and whishing someone can prove to me how, what, when...
to deprive him of my faith would be like depriving him for love..
For some months i have pressured him but still wanting to keep him by my side.
I am concern about his greatness...
Before...
This is the one separation i couldnt endure.
this day still the #9
this is the one that i must bear quietly, i would rather be a thousand times deceived phisically, abandoned, beaten, startved, than dissapointment intellectually ...
Grow
how?
- without noise
- without appearing to be moving
- gently without molesting him
- wihout his encouragement
- to do the "do" and achieve quietly
i dont want to seek companionship somewhere else
do i have to take away that hombre possibility to continue...? ! ? !! ??
this has been the most Number # 9 Day.
Come water come!!!
bring me abck to life
feed me
your daughter hua needs you
needs indigo needs cobalto
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